前途茫茫。。。
June 24th, 2008 by li-sze-alice时间一天一天的过去,又快到了七月。同事也一天一天少了;office也变得安静了。
我也变得懒惰了,也变得对周围的事务没兴趣了。我开始少笑了;而且笑得很牵强。。。身边的朋友开始变得安静了。相信他们开始对‘各分东西’的‘后事’感到担忧吧。。
我想了很久:我接下来要怎么做?我要做什么?每天头都很痛,都是围绕着这个问题。。。
时间一天一天的过去,又快到了七月。同事也一天一天少了;office也变得安静了。
我也变得懒惰了,也变得对周围的事务没兴趣了。我开始少笑了;而且笑得很牵强。。。身边的朋友开始变得安静了。相信他们开始对‘各分东西’的‘后事’感到担忧吧。。
我想了很久:我接下来要怎么做?我要做什么?每天头都很痛,都是围绕着这个问题。。。
Got a very strong feeling nowadays…and the feeling is getting stronger as the dates draws closer……..
Yesterday it’s an operator’s last day in HP….and….so sad…we had worked very well for the past 2++ years….and now she’s leaving…:(…….we had taken many group pictures together after work yesterday….with the whole sun-day shift operators (Photo and Vacuum) plus some pictures with the entire sun-day photo Fas….though i belong to Engrg side, the operators are kind enough to ask me to join them in the photo-taking session…appreciated….next time when it’s my turn, i will also do the same to them….with the remaining operators left… :’(
And today is kelvin’s pal, XXX (oops..forget the name liao..) last day also..he is under the wave 1 band…just before he left, he is kind enough to offer me a handshake of farewell…very touched…i just know him not long ago…always teasing YT, Loo and Kelvin whenever we have our early t-break…i enjoy the laughter…when i went to pub with my usual gangs in JB 1 month ago, XXX had joined us as well and drank a lot wif us…appreciate the fun times…
As the date draws closer…i will see many ppl leave…it’s a sad thing to see that…sometimes i do drop my tears..haizzzz…not many operators will be left…i am also thinking of my lunch kakis after aug….who will leave HP first?? Me or YT? What will be the situation like? Will the 6 of us hug together and cry??? Can’t imagine that..will the 6 of us continue to keep in touch, especially when i am the only one staying in S’pore? I can assure that i will try all my best to maintain this friendship, doing team building every once a mth…and i cross over to m’sia….i will swim to m’sia no matter what…
It’s not easy to get such interesting friends in HP…after working externally for so many years and just got a few close friends…what i can do is to cherish the remaining days wif them…
Here we go.. we have a gathering again..with me, YT, Loo, Kelvin and LC. I must write this day into my blog as after the ‘big news’ is released, we have been treasure every moment we have together, regardless in HP and outside of HP.
This time round, we went to Sg. Rengit to have a seafood lunch..i wake up at 5.45am as Y will fetch us at JB custom at 8am….in the end, YT and kelvin were late till 8.30am instead…ALL THANKS TO KELVIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :p We went to Loo’s house..alamak…Loo is still sleeping like pig when we arrived outside her house….should have horned loudly at her house to wake her u…heheehee!!!
We setoff to Sg. Rengit at 12.30pm for the seafood…funny conversations (how i wish i can write the details down, but cannot la…we want PRIVACY)+ nice and cheap food + beautiful scenery…we took many pics…including funny pics of us too (we are always funny in HP also)…then setoff to Desaru, since i have not been there before…thanks guys for bringing me this samba girl there…:) We went back to Loo’s place for a short break + shower before we went for pubing…
We reached the pub which is 15 mins from johor jaya..we had a lot of drink ..from buckets of beer..think we had ordered 7 buckets(4 bottles each) of beer..i drank a lot too..so are the rest too..think Kelvin’s skill is better as he drank a lot..but not drunk..still can fetch us back home as well…:) I drank a lot as compared to previous times..think i want to ‘let out’ the fustrations, disappointments and unhappiness cos of the recent bad news we had received… after the session, i stayed overnite at Loo’s place…
Frankly, I really treasure the moments i had with my friends ever since the news broke out…these friends are totally different from my previous friends..we clicked very well ever since i met them in HP and they had helped me a lot in work and personal life…without them, i would not be in there for long…especially YT..though we belong to the same Thinfilm center, but as a senior, she had helped and cheered me up a lot…
Haizzz..we are going to be separated by Johor river for long after Aug..we had promised to visit one another almost every month after this….think i hav the planing of buying a house for myself in JB next yr…maybe near johor jaya (though i have a house there also)..or near YT’s place in skudai..is it a dream?? or will it come true?? i am sill waiting for the oppunitity to come….
alamak.write too much liao…and out of the point..sorry.just to let out my feel…..
Just receive my handphone bill today. Oh gosh…almost 300 bucks..i was almost shocked..Most calls were made to Mynamr..
Expected, cos lost my handphone and sim card on 8 march, on the day of my house warming…i must have dropped it somewhere when i cycle to shop..Had only deactivate the sim card 6 hrs later, as i wanted to do a thorough check in my house..jia lat..
Cos of loss sim card, i had to buy a new phone..cost me almost 300 bucks..then now the bill..heart break!!!
Someone had predicted last yr that i will lost big $$$ this yr..so accurate..
Today (31th March) is my birthday. Receive some wishes through sms and calls from my friends…
First i received a call from Loo in the early morning…when i was travelling on MRT to queenstown to work…though she’s asking some enquiry from me, but it’s very thoughtful of her..
Btw, our usual gang were discussing about the taiwan trip during the morning tea-break..and so many funny things happen..all thanks to my ‘kou chi bu ching’ chinese early in the morning..think i was still in my wonderland dreaming…haha (sakura: ying1 hua1 = ying2 hua1)
We had a farewell lunch for one of our colleague. My colleagues had also bought a birthday cake for my occassion during the lunch session as well…i had never have birthday cakes for my birthday for the past years..except once from my poly friends..thanks to all…
I shared half of the cake with my gang…very big share for each of them..just that YT was not around today, so we kept her share in one of the cabinet..cos no fridge or freezer…haha..hope it won’t melt or attract ants tomorrow…OR..hope YT won’t get upset stomach when she eat the cake tomorrow..touch wood!!!
We had another round of food during late afternoon t-break..we were so full then because of the cake..i treat them coffee…they had requested for tiger beer or guinisses..but sorry lor…i don’t have enough $$…they treated me fried spring rolls and 2 boiled eggs…though simple, but appreciated…thank you…
Today so many unlucky things hapen to me today:
1) Spilled coffee while having morning t-break. So embrassing…i have to clean the whole table and flor by myself…and my pant is partial wet.:(
2) Almost fell down again, this time round while going towards warehouse for lunch. This is the 2nd time i almost met an accident there.. Luckily i didn’t fal..just slipped, as my balancing qing gong had helped me. YT, Kelvin, Loo and LC all laughed at he back.
YT: U don’t fall again ah..else i have to tabao u back to your house..we have no strength to carry u back..:p
I was wondering: Who laughed the loudest if i were to fall?? …..
3) Rain the whole day today…had wanted to go for a swim after work…but it’s difficult..so sianz wif the weather like this..i waited till 6.15pm, no choice but to go..swim for about 30mins there..i can’t swim too much as my right ankle just recover..need some time before i canswim my 15 laps…
Must go pray tomorrow for a better day…ah meh…
On this day, my HP friends (YT, YW, Loo, LC and K) and i went to JB to eat seafood again, this time we went to Pasir Puteh (hope my spellings are correct). There was a big jam before i reached woodlands checkpoint. I had waitied in the bus for almost 20 mins, yet the bus was not moving at all. While waiting, calls from my workplace was ringing non-stop and i was feeling quite fustrating..i later dropped the bus on the road and walked to the woodlands checkpoint, then walked to the JB checkpoint again…what a lousy day.. My friend YT had waited for me outside JB checkpoint for alomost an hour…feel so pai say..then we went to Loo’s house by her car..Then another phone call came again:
XXX: Hello, u had agreed to come for our appointment today at 2pm..
Me:(mistaken for call from buffet) Eh…i thought i had put the buffet on 16 march from 1-6pm..
XXX: Ohhh..then i put it on that day..but we are closing at 7pm (cos it’s a sunday)..i cannot wash for you after 7pm..
Me: Ohh..then u come to collect the stuffs at 6.30pm to 7pm…
XXX: Ok…then i put the time to 6pm..
Me: Not a problem..but i would like to ask u about a menu call crispy tofu…may i know if there’s any meat toppings on top or just merely fried tofu alone??
XXX: Urghh?? What cripsy tofu? I don’t know what u r talking about leh…
Me: (Sense something is not right) Ohh…then u r…
XXX: Aiyo..i am the BEAUTICIAN la..what cripsy tofu??? i have no cripsy tofu for u la..hahaa
Me: (feel so embrassed) Oh so sorry..i thought u r the ppl from buffet to confirm my order..so sorry……..
And YT and YW laughed loudly in the car..they had realised what is happening during the conversation…
YT: Still can talk for so long without knowing what is happening..u so sotong!!
I shared this story with my friends after that..they were thinking:"How to do facial with cripsy tofu????" When i returned to S’pore, i was still thinking about the funny incidents.. i laughed at myself…think it’s becos of the fustrations from the jam and the noisy atmosphere when i toook the call had made me turned into a sotong.. :p
Last friday (29 Feb), i had accidently sprained my right ankle while playing badminton with my colleagues. In the end i had to stop the whole activity and watched them play…:( Think because i had not sit my right leg properly on the ground, hence cause the accident to happen. My right ankle became swollen and it’s so painful that i couldn’t walk, hence had to take a cab home…
I had initially arranged to go Natas Fair on sat with my friend. But because of the accident, i had to abort the plan. We had planned to go there to collect more info for the coming taiwan trip and year end japan trip. And this year we missed it….Hopefully my friend can find some taiwan trip ‘lobang’ back in JB..
Luckily after seeing doc on friday, my right ankle was not painful anymore and finally can walk properly, just with some swelling. Yesterday just ride my bicycle to Boon Lay to buy some stuffs and also had my hair cut.
Think i have to rest for 2 weeks before i can swim and run again. My friends had ’scolded’ me for the accident, whereby i didn’t listen to their advice not to do strong exercise when i had my back pain..:(
Monday i will be going back to work and going to listen to their ‘nagging’ again…haha..
This yr i spent my lunar new yr in s’pore, and it’s my 1st time.We didn’t go back to Muar this yr because we were too tired ever since we moved house on 21 jan. But it was soooo boring spending the festival in s’pore..here’s my full diary:
6 feb: Preparing food for the gods..then go to grandma’s house in the late afternoon..
7 feb: Stay in the house for food preparation before grandma came to visit us on that day..we ate steamboat and bruised duck..which is my favourite..thanks to my mum for the ‘hardwork’…
8 feb: Stay at home whole day with my mum and younger brother..and sleep whole day. Think we had not ‘recover’ from the tiredness..
9 feb: Stay at home, this time wif my younger brother only. We went to JP for 2 hrs stroll, then after this we two ‘looked at one another’ at home and stared at the 4 walls the whole day….
10 feb: I stayed at home alone..whole day..play internet and sleep again…
That’s my boring days spend for my lunar new year..